One of my fears

This whole process brought up some of my fears, which in many ways is what the project is about; the recognition of fears, and the decision to honor them or try to walk thru them. When Fearless first came to me, I was on fire, the creative juices were flowing and I felt so much passion, resolve and clarity. Unfortunately as time went on and the project inched toward completion a whole other set of feeling came up; doubts, fears, confusion. What was I doing? Why am I spending money and time? Do I have a clear intention? And those brought up some deeper feelings of; what will people think? what will my family and loved ones think? Will anyone even watch? And what will they think when they do? I look old and hideous and all kind of other negative feelings about myself, which leads to a big shadow of mine which is: I’m not good enough. For a few weeks it was difficult with all those thoughts, but finally l let those fears and doubts down a little..trust me they are still here, but I was able to lay them aside and do what I needed to do to finish it up and to put it out and not let the worry about how others will judge me and to let some of the negative judgements that I have about myself leak out so I could continue on.. So I’m with all of you; I’ve got plenty of shadows and plenty of my own baggage and I’ll continue to keep working on them inch by inch. Tom